Random....

After talking with the realtor the other day and finding out that I have to turn in certain paperwork in person and sign them L and I talked and he came down to SC yesterday and we left to come up here to Jacksonville today. The ride wasn't too bad of course I passed out as usual. I tried my hardest to stay awake and it seemed like as soon as I started to get a good drool going he was exiting so of course I woke up and he asks me did I want something, I'm thinking we've rode pretty far if we're already stopping for lunch , well no he was stopping to get a 5 hour energy shot because his wife was not staying awake keeping him company. LOL He says it wouldn't matter whether I was awake or asleep because he was sleepy.So of course after we stopped I stayed awake for a little while but dozed back off again. I did wake up outside of Wilmington and I've gotta say Wilmington is a beautiful coastal city from what I saw. I can't wait to visit again , maybe make a little day trip up there to see it. Once we got here we got settled and we went to L's football practice it was pretty cool. I'm excited about the game tomorrow and see how well he does with the coaching. Today was pretty cool though I heard him yell a couple times, but tomorrow I'm sure he will act a monkey. LOL I met a couple of the guys on the team and his coach so it was cool. He introduces me as "my girl" WTF...how about "my wife" he's so retarded. It sucks because whenever I refer to him I either say his name or I say "my husband". It kinda hurts my feelings because it's like he has stated on more than one occasion that most people that know him does not even know that he's married yet. WTH is up with that?!?! I don't know maybe I'm bugging for no reason. We talked about it and he says it's just a thing, which I'm sure it is but I mean dude I'm your wife now and I love to hear it when he says it in reference to me. He just left to go to work, so this is my practice run being in Jacksonville and being home alone overnight while he is at work. It would be easier if Jasmine were here, which we both talked and she can come as soon as we find a daycare for her versus waiting a couple months until we get things situated so I'm hoping we can get here there by November at the latest. We also agreed that if I still wanted to I would start looking for a job in January versus doing it in October as soon as I move. I want to take that time to get the house situated and just learn about the area. Of course he keeps going on about working being optional for me, which I am so glad for that but we will see. Jasmine is going to go to daycare still, probably just part time though. I miss her during the day and it's been rough on her the past few days with me leaving her there. I'm still not sure how to handle that situation though. I'll figure it out as we go.