Today was another interesting day of nothing. It seems like I'm struggling to find things to do to keep my mind occupied. Not having aj job and being on a Ramen budget is crazy. I'm really excited about this move to NC with the boo. There's just so much it seems that I need to think about. When I talk to him about it's just too easy-in his mind. If I want to work fine, I can come down there whenever I find a job. If I don't want to work then we'll wait it out until November, giving him time to save up and get prepared for us to get there. He makes it sound so easy but then whenI sit and think about it I get overwhelmed and it's all I really think about now especially now that he has confirmed for me that this is what he really wants and he's not just blowing smoke.
The girl had a good day today she was all over the place as usual. I really need to sit down and figure out a way to get her on a more solid schedule that includes an early bedtime and dig into this potty training. She's got the #1 part down, #2? Not so good. It seems like there is so much work to be done inside the home that I may just put the job search on hold for a while , but i really could continue to actively look for one since the jobs here are few and far between I seriously doubt something will come through in the next few months anyway. My cousin told me after she graduated last May it took her almost 11 months to get a job and the ironic thing is now that she has it she wants to quit! Go figure. I just want a job that pays enough for me to provide for me and the girl as well as allow me to save for a rainy day and not live paycheck to paycheck. Is that too much to ask?